can you be honest? are you honest to those you love and are you honest to yourself? can you tell the one you love that you love him as well as tell him your follies, or the mistakes you’ve made. by telling him your mistakes you are making yourself vulnerable to his reactions. by kneeling before the king, i believe that kneeling before God and confessing you sins is a good thing. have you lived a good honest and righteous life. are you clean from the worlds contamination? a white blank page is your soul. he has refused your love, and now your soul, once filled with color and beauty is now blank. you are angry. this suggests that you no longer know what life is. why its worth living. but if you find truth, in God, love, or anything, you will be drawn to it. any ounce of light left in life will draw you to it and you will never let go, because if you do, you feel you will fall into nothingness. i believe the truth is God, because unlike the world and those in it, He is forever and he never changes. the things in life will change, but one thing is constant; your belief in Him, and you will follow him your whole life despite what is happening around you.
“Sometimes the girl stands with arms around the boy’s waist, hands tightly clasped behind. Another fits her head into the curve of his cheek while tears fall onto his coat. Now and then the boy will take her face between his hands and speak reassuringly. Or, if the wait is long they may just stand quietly, not saying anything. The common denominator of all these goodbyes is sadness and tenderness, the complete oblivion for the moment to anything but their own individual heartaches.”—
‘Cause if you take your vitamins and pay your taxes and never cut the line, the universe still gives you people to love and lets them slip through your fingers, and then what do you have? Vitamins and nothing.
I thank the amazing people in my life for being here and listening to my shit. No one else is above you guys! And I don’t think I could be any prouder of myself for sticking through and being strong. Things are finally okay again. Not to mention, I’ve got some pretty great guys, friends and more than friends, to remind me that all of them aren’t so bad after all.
I love you! And I’m very proud to be able to call you my best friend
I truly believe that when you’re so committed to a relationship and it finally comes to an end the most devastating part of the story is finding someone at random who helps you realize it’s possible for feelings to still exist for someone other than that first person, and being shattered when the last thought they have of you is far from an emotional love. The truth you have to uncover is that it’s not the beginning relationship that left you hurt the most, but the vulnerability of opening up to the slightest soul that shows you the least amount of attention and being denied. Hatred and jealousy plays such a strong role in today’s society that when you’re not the center of everyone’s world, these feelings are the things that result. In a few years, ultimately everything you currently have will be replaced. So you tend to wonder why you sit and mourn over the lost feelings of a loved one, when in time, everything will start looking up. You’re always bound to fall, there’s nothing you can do but hold your head high. You’ll be known again.
"You don’t want him talking to her because you know she’s pretty, you’re scared that she might more of his type, you’re assuming that he’ll lose feelings for you & gain them for her, you’re thinking that when he’s not talking to you, he’s talking to her. You dislike how when you guys have problems, he’ll run to her, tell her & she’ll seem to understand him better than you do & you’re scared that he’s gonna leave you for her."